JUST FRIENDS





Have I found the answer to my riddle?

When your ass wiggles
For everyone else to see
I stand by like a schmuck
Watching this display
Dodging the bullshit
They all must think I'm gay

That's not it
I'm just stupid
Another dipshit in line
To pay for all those other fuckers' crimes

How about that dream
Horse riding mystique
Supposed to tell you something
You know the crap and hit the fan
Shit-eating grin oscillates
Washing my eyes clean
I flood with pain

You can lead a jackass to water
And he may drink
But a jackass still is he
Although a horse he may think

Having a good time my dear?
Do you need anything?
I'll get right on it.
Everything okay?

Servant to the self
Unfortunately not mine
Have these women never met
A devilish one whose heart's kind?

Why do they think I'm Jesus Christ
And they are the whore Mary
Bullshit if I am here to alleviate their strife
Like I have nothing better to do with my life

That's right, go on, take it all
Just use me up in your selfishness
Get your head straight at my expense
By all means
Throw me down to the ground
Kick me around
Rip my essence in two
I'm sure you'll find something more you can use
When your done
Grin to me and say
How thankful you are to have me as just a friend.
~





DBrown Fisher
© May 1998

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